Justin Lo @ Genting 14/8/2010

I'd always love Justin..his songs are just so wonderful..Year 2008, new year's countdown he came to 1U..I'm always afraid of the crowd but for him I went..lucky the crowd wasn't too bad and I manage to enjoy his songs far far away...2 years later he came to Genting..I know I can't miss it...It was a superb experience for me and I'll treasure those moments forever~

Reached Genting around 3pm..wander around the casino for some time before we have this nice dinner at 好友记..at first I chose this restaurant because I have a discount voucher..in the end turn out to be a nice meal :)

clockwise from top: claypot chicken rice; fried ramen with seafood; fried dumplings

After dinner, off we go to arena of stars!!!excited excited excited~

Going to the concert with a "silent" partner has disadvantage and also advantage... disadvantage is it feels weird to have someone sitting beside you and eating popcorn while I'm "high-ing" alone...(1st time saw people buy popcorn to concert also =.=")..but got advantage also..I can concentrate on screaming shouting waving while he captures all the lovely moments :p

 Here he comes!!!with the 1st outfit and I personally think this is the best outfit of the day...gorgeous~

2nd outfit..makes him look kinda cheeky and the songs he sang suits the outfit as well...

 3rd outfit...back to singing "lum" song..where he sang 三十日until cry already...make me wanna cry with him T_T

Didn't know how to exactly define the joy and excitement I had..the experience really really worth much more than the ticket price..JUSTIN!!!! please please come again soon ^^

Defeated,Frustrated,Disappointed...

Defeated
I'm defeated by fate...people always say when God closes the door He will open up a window for you..my case?He banged the door against me so many times..and everytime I see some shine of light through the window, it disappears before I can even reach it..I believe I gave my best, I did what I could, still I dont see I get the returns I deserved..If this is some kind of challenge in my life, when would it end?

Frustrated
Totally frustrated...I'm very very sick of this kind of life..I wanted to do things well but I just cant...If its because I'm stupid I'm not able to proceed with studies then I surrender..but its because I just cant get through those stupid admin processes stupid people working brainless-ly..3 months have passed and i feel like an idiot with no achievements..they always said they need researchers to publish good journals so that they can improve their ever-descending ranking..but with such treatment and INCENTIVES I'm receiving how am I gonna concentrate on publishing journals?wanna improve the ranking please improve those stupid systems first..

Disappointed
Not only that I am disappointed, also I felt that I'd disappointed my parents, my loved ones and all who cared for my career..should I continue down this annoying path?Perhaps I would spend few years here achieving nothing..while others at my age had already own assets and savings..and if I successfully go through..what would I be few years later?a middle-aged woman with zero savings and a not-so-proud-of-it cert?